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June 15, 2016

A Dangerous World


I just finished reading The Screwtape Letters, and so lately I've been thinking a lot about the struggle of the human will between good and evil. As Screwtape writes in one of his letters, God has created a truly "dangerous world" - a world in which "moral issues really come to the point.”

Screwtape is right, for God did make the world dangerous when he gave us free will. Free will allows us to fully appreciate God's goodness through a choice, but we can also make the choice to go in the opposite direction and walk away from Him. Each of us has been given the ability to make decisions that will affect our souls for eternity - and this can be a terrifying thing to ponder. But isn't it this very danger that makes goodness itself beautiful? For how can we fully appreciate goodness without the existence of evil? How can we see beauty without there being ugliness? How can we recognize light without darkness? There are endless examples of this intriguing truth. Our ability to discern and make choices may be dangerous, but it is this very danger that makes the reality of life all the more beautiful.

June 07, 2016

June Musings

OUTSIDE
Lilacs and roses are blooming everywhere, and their sweet scent blows in the wind. Our own garden looks like a picture at the moment, and bouquets of the flowers picked from it fill every room of the house. 



READING
The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis. I am thoroughly enjoying the book – it is quite entertaining and full of wisdom.

PLAYING
Lots and lots of Bach. His pieces are so satisfying to play, and I'm discovering them to be a great alternative of warming up the fingers to the boring, repetitive scales I've been playing for years.

LISTENING
To what I'm sure will be my Summer-go-to playlist. I've been slowly adding my favourite tunes to it over the past month or two, and I rather like it. It contains a lot of music by The Lumineers, Vance Joy, Kodaline, Hozier, Birdy, etc...

DISCOVERING
That I'm happiest on a strict schedule. I've always known this, but it hasn't been until this past year that I've been very good at following one. With a schedule, I get my work done, I have more time to spend on hobbies and other things, and I'm just plain happier in general. It also applies to my sleeping habits – I always do best with going to bed at 10:30 and getting up at 7:30. It's so easy to stay up too late, and I don't like sleeping in, so my days end up being very slow because I'm feeling tired and sluggish. Lately I've been triumphing over this struggle, and I am so much happier and relaxed because of it.

TRAVELLING 
From Montreal! My parents had to go there for work-related reasons, so I got to come along just for the fun of it. It was a pretty amazing week, despite having to work on my studies at the same time. Some of my highlights were visiting the incredible cathedrals that looked like they belonged in Europe, walking down the romantic cobblestoned streets of Old Montreal, and visiting St. Joseph's Oratory, founded by St. Brother Andre (patron of Canada).

STUDYING
(and almost getting fed up with) my chemistry course. It gets a little exhausting after you've done a couple hundred multiple choice questions in preparation for the final exam. But I have to do well in it if I am to fulfill my aspirations of becoming a nurse one day!

EATING
Lots of chef salads, full of good things like colourful veggies, boiled eggs, ham, and cheese. I've also been blending lots of smoothies. It has been so hot outside lately, and these foods are perfect for this weather.


Saint Joseph's Oratory, Montreal

June 06, 2016

Creativity: A Lost Art?

I made an account on Pinterest about four years ago. Since then, my pins have slowly accumulated to a few thousand, a number I am almost embarrassed of. I have to say, though, that I am in love with the site. There are millions of amazing ideas on there. Most of what I pin consists of crafts and art ideas, writing prompts, hairstyles, clothes, and Catholic-related things. Through my "Apparel"  board, my sense of style has changed over the past few years, and I would say that it has definitely improved for the better. I've also discovered many inspiring Catholic writers and saints whose quotes I've pinned just because I loved them so much. And my art and crafts boards certainly have aided in motivating me to spend more time creating.

But when it comes down to it, can we really claim that Pinterest is fueling our creativity? Before the age of Pinterest (and google, in general), people's creative ideas came from all over the place. Sitting on the bus, they'd pass a lonely-looking old man hobbling down the street, and suddenly find that this old man inspired them to write a poem. Or they'd bump into a friend wearing a shawl, and they'd make a mental note to find out how to crochet something similar themselves. Or they're just sitting down and having tea in the living room, when they're struck by what a lovely still-life pencil sketch the flowers and coasters on the coffee table would make.

I'm sure that these random bursts of creative inspiration still come into the heads of Pinterest-users, and they still do for me, as well - but I don't think I can deny that I often have the urge to copy someone else's work that I find online. For example, maybe I feel like going outside to sketch the trees - but first I'd probably run a search on pinterest to look at another's use of shading techniques before I do so. Perhaps I wouldn't even end up going outside at all - I might just stay at my desk, ideas flowing from my computer screen. We can certainly learn from others, but I think that the danger that can come from copying another's work is that, if it's done too much, we will lose our own unique touch and personal style.

I think that most of us who use Pinterest regularly have to admit that it is somewhat of an addiction. Not all addictions are necessarily bad - I just believe that Pinterest, as well as all other forms of social media, must be used in moderation. Personally, something which I enjoy, and which I don't find anything particularly wrong with, is scrolling down my Pinterest feed near the end of my day. My work is finished, I'm feeling quite tired, and I just want to spend a few moments doing something pleasurable while drinking my herbal tea. In this context, I think my use of Pinterest is justified. But if I am wasting my time by just scrolling through pictures of cute puppies, or being on there when I should be doing something else, I hope I'd be able to recognize this as a mindless use of my time, and close my laptop right away.

So I guess my question is, in the long run, is the use of Pinterest contributing to the development of our creativity, or not so much?