it's been a while.

Hello there friends. It's been a while. I've missed this space.

I can't believe it's already the beginning of April. It's been quite the year. I'm already nearing exam season, coming to the end of my first year in nursing school.

I'm so happy to finally be in nursing - I've dreamed of this for so long. It's been beyond cool to learn all of the things I've been learning. I like knowing new things. It's almost like I can feel my mind expanding. Also, I'm no health freak, but all of a sudden I have this incredible over-arching awareness of all things related to health. "Health" having more of an broad definition than I ever would have imagined before. I'm in love with the idea of nursing from a Christian perspective - I am so blessed to be able to study in a Christian university for my program. What other nursing program allows their anatomy & physiology prof to talk during lab about moral issues such as abortion and euthanasia? I'm also so grateful to have the relationships I do have with my profs. My nursing profs in particular are so wonderful - they're like second moms to most of the nursing students here.

I can't wait to be a full-fledged nurse, but the thought of that also scares me sometimes. There's so much more to learn - I've barely scratched the surface this year. I guess I've just got to keep plodding along, doing my best. I have a feeling my next three years are going to fly by just as this last one did. Yet another terrifying thought.

Anyway, I just wanted to check in. Let you know I'm still kicking around. I think there might be a couple of posts coming along soon... a few thoughts have been percolating in my mind lately.

Love,
Sarah

Freedom & Fun

I went for a hike with two Catholic friends the other day. We laughed a lot and had a great time. At one point, one of them remarked, "It's great being Catholic because we always have the most fun." I couldn't help but agree.

This got me thinking. Why is this? Why is it that Catholics always seem to have the most fun?

I think it's because we try to stay steadfast to true freedom. What does it mean to be free? Well, Saint JPII once put it splendidly in his message to the UN (1995): 

"Freedom is the measure of man's dignity and greatness. Living the freedom sought by individuals and peoples is a great challenge to man's spiritual growth and to the moral vitality of nations. The basic question which we must all face today is the responsible use of freedom, in both its personal and social dimensions. Our reflection must turn then to the question of the moral structure of freedom, which is the inner architecture of the culture of freedom. 

Freedom is not simply the absence of tyranny or oppression. Nor is freedom a licence to do whatever we like. Freedom has an inner "logic" which distinguishes it and ennobles it: freedom is ordered to the truth, and is fulfilled in man's quest for truth and in man's living in the truth. Detached from the truth about the human person, freedom deteriorates into license in the lives of individuals, and, in political life, it becomes the caprice of the most powerful and the arrogance of power. Far from being a limitation upon freedom or a threat to it, reference to the truth about the human person — a truth universally knowable through the moral law written on the hearts of all — is, in fact, the guarantor of freedom's future."

When freedom is used responsibly, when it is ordered to truth and logic, one is happy. Adhering to this kind of true freedom that we are called to is difficult, for our secular society's definition of freedom can be quite different. Their freedom has limitations, and its expressions of fun can therefore be short lived. Many would scoff at me for saying that practicing Catholics have more fun than most, because we believe in sin and have to follow all those "strict rules." No, we aren't supposed to get wasted, sleep around, do whatever we want, but this is because participating in these actions ends up taking away our freedom: we become slaves to our disordered habits. Therefore, true freedom of self comes not from doing what we want, but remaining steadfast to goodness; only in goodness and truth will we be happy. If Catholics follow their calling to lead better lives, to follow the freedom of truth, then they will be awash with God's grace. And through this grace, they will experience a happiness beyond anything they can hope for.

Because of this, when happy Catholics get together with like-minded people, they know how to have true, pure FUN.

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(P.S. I do know that all Catholics, including myself, can fall to habits and vices which can put a damper on their fun. Generally, though, I think it's safe to say that Catholics who are striving to follow the teachings of the Church as well as those people outside the visible Church who try to follow their consciences and natural law, are able to have authentic fun and happiness!)

May Musings

FEELING BLESSED...

Because... I got into nursing!!! I had actually been waitlisted for this upcoming fall, but just found out that a spot opened up for me. I've been walking (dancing?) on air the past few days. Nursing has been my dream for years, and it is finally becoming reality. God is so good. SO wonderfully good.

ENJOYING...

This beautiful spring weather.  I am done with winter. I've been going on many walks with my dog lately - the sunshine and abundance of flowers are glorious.

READING...

Finally! It's been so long since I've had the time to read like I do at the moment. I've just begun Edmund Campion by Evelyn Waugh. I'm also re-reading Anne of Green Gables. I find that every so often I get this desire to read L.M. Montgomery. Her books are just so... comforting.

DISCOVERING...

So many new things. I've met such interesting people the past few months and they've all made a profound impact on me, all in different ways. I seem to go through this dramatic change every so often, where my view of the world just changes... for the better, usually. And I just begin to see things in a new, different light. It's quite amazing actually. (I'll say it again - God is good.)

THANKFUL FOR...

My family. I'm realizing I only have so many more months left at home before I move into dorms, and I want to cherish this time we're having together. It's also the last summer my sister will be living at home (...see below!)
Also, I'm feeling truly thankful for this gap year I've been taking. I was quite hesitant to do it at first, but it really has been a wonderful year of growth.

EXCITED FOR...

My sister's wedding! Yes, my older sister, my only sibling, is engaged!!! I am so incredibly excited for her and her fiance. They will be married this December.